Excuses Excuses

I have been putting off posting all week because I have been cherishing the previous couple of posts. As soon as I start posting again, those will move further down the list and I will lose sight of them. I don't want to. I have kept myself busy all week for the most part and that has help take my mind off of things a bit. But when it comes down to it, I miss my wife and children like crazy!

I start asking myself, "Is it wrong to not think about them all day long?" "Am I forgetting things I loved about them?" The answers are no to both. I am learning that I have to take my mind off of them so I don't lose my sanity. Today I had a moment where I couldn't stop thinking about my wife and children though. I started thinking about Fathers day coming up tomorrow and how my children and wife would always create something for me for fathers day.

It was always so special to me. I ask myself, "Did I do enough to show my appreciation?" "Did they know how precious those were to me?" Those are moments I will cherish for the rest of my life. I broke down a little wondering how tomorrow would affect my children and my wife. What are they thinking? What are they doing? Are they going to make something for grandpa? My children are so precious. They are both so very gifted and talented. They are (and were) such a blessing to me. I know God will do something very special in their lives. I am trusting Him in that.

I thought about making my Father's Day post this evening but I am going to hold off on it till tomorrow. I helped a friend move half of the day and it was so hot outside. I drank so much water but still feel like it wasn't enough. I am going to go to bed and start tomorrow off fresh. I am excited about going back to the new church I started attending last week. Can't wait actually. Trusting God for a lot of miracles and blessings in my life right now.

To the rest of you fathers out there; God bless you! I will try and post something special tomorrow. I might even post an additional post for the reverse - Father to child/children and wife. Goodnight all, you will see me again tomorrow. (Don't Miss it!)